I Have No Idea What I am Doing
I have no idea what I am doing. Most people have something they want, something they go after, even if its something small. Like finding a job, or going to school. I have nothing I want. I have nothing. I can pinpoint the moment I lost all of my ambitions. I literally have nothing I can work for. I guess the only thing is being happy. With that is my partner and moving in with him. But I still have moments that I feel useless and sad. Sad that I can't just have a normal dream like other people. I feel like everyone around me knows what the want. They are going for it and I'm doing nothing. "go out and do something" well it's not that easy, I wish I could just come up with a Passion other than my love. But once we move in and be happy together I know it will be enough, I just need to make it there.