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An Old Dream Of Water

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This is a weird dream I had about a year ago. I have been resident to post it since it's kinda weird but I wrote it because I wanted to post it at the time. I like to write my dreams down because I forget them within the hour unless it made an impact. I don't know what the point of every dream is or if they are important but this is one I had and I've finally decided to share it. Don't know if it in any way helpful for any reason but here it is. I had a dream that I was at a pool for a school trip and we were going to change to a water park if we did something and I was trying but the power went out and I and some other person were trying to save the Babies and I had a backpack that I suggested we could put a few in and I tried to lift it but it was full of water so it pulled me under, I then handed it to her and she emptied it under wanted and lifted it and we looked inside. I remember bringing the babies up and then going to the lockers. The lockers were out in the o

Blog Ranting

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There has been plenty of times where I want to rant about blog-related things, and I even right out 500 plus words but sometimes I don't post them within the tight timeline, where some of these don't apply anymore but I still wrote them out and put thought into them. So I decided to combine all my "blog" related ranting posts. So here's a compilation of some posts from the past! -- Lately, I have been thinking about what gives me motivation. The simplest answer is my friends and me. I say myself because some things my friends never see. Different things motivate different things if that makes sense. When I thought about this topic I was thinking about how sometimes I go through flunks, and lately, when I have a moment like such, I get motivated by thinking about making things for my friends. I had a month or so where I couldn't bring myself to paint, I just couldn't think of anything, or bring myself to paint one even if I had an idea. But once I came up w

How I Have Been - December 2020

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  It has been hard to keep up posts lately. I have so many ideas and by the time I get the chance to write them, I have lost interest in the game or subject making it insanely hard to get any work done. I have ADHD and I can't focus for too long. But because of the type of content I want to create I need more time, I need to be able to focus for a longer period of time to create these complicated posts I wish to create. I think it has also just been a hard year with covid and trying to be positive in such a hard time. It has been a rough year, my mental health has been up and down. I was doing so well before this year had started. Even during all these things were looking up just as things had to be shut down. I have so many ideas and I'm having so much trouble getting them down. Even though I have been lacking in posts I have been working hard on lots of things.  I have a  redbubble that I haven't shared before because I don't like sharing things anymore until I know t